VALENTINE'S DAY

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

you're becoming mre and mre like a stranger to me
no longer able to understand the things that you do.
how did this happen.

had lessons in the mornin. well, i totally forgt bout the prct briefing n when cs called me, i had to quickly get dressed n everything. pon chem after tat n we made plans to go swimmin. met them at 12 plus to go to jurong east swimmin pool. suta, cs, qian n julie. it was quite fun, had a mood as though o's were alr over whn it hadnt even started. when we reached there, it turned out tat the ride we had wanted to ride was under maintainence. but we still had fun. hahahs. we were so moisy tat we were aske to keep quiet by the life guard more than once. hahahs. it was realli a rather fun day. after everythin, we went to eat at pizzahut, cum kfc. talked quite a lot, but where we were gonna go after sec sch, wat we were gonna do. i guessed tat kinda motivated me. seein my frens determined to go where they want to, somehow, that made me feel even more determined than i alr was to keep striving for my goal.

i have this mental image in my head of where everyone would be in 10 years time. all of us acheiving what we had hoped for, everyone working hard, and at the same time, keeping the bond tat we had in secondary school. this 4 years have been the best, there were its ups and downs, but despite everything, i love where i am today. i love the fact that im graduating but at the saem time, realli scared n sentimental, but i no that this 4 years was a great experiance. went through many things and i no tat these kind of things help me to become even stronger in the future. right now, i honestly cant wait till o's are over. practicals are tmr, jus have to do my best

valentine's day/8:28 PM

Saturday, October 06, 2007

so much time has past us by
was it wrong to run in circles
without knowing if it was right or wrong.

i never would have expected to say this, well, at least not so soon. yesterday was officially the last day of schl for the sec four students, without knowing, 10 months have gone by, if it wasnt for the calender or the daily reminders from my parents about o's, i still would hae thought that i was in sec 3. there is so much not yet said, so much that i havent done yet, so here goes. i was reading xian's blog, so i guess i got a little sentimental. this year was realli an "adventurous" year, friendships both made and broken but one thing tat had been constant would be the cals. they are a constant reminder to me that i have to get through every day, some of us knew each other long ago while some of us oni formed our bonds this year. but despite that, i feel as though this friendship had been formed for ages. cs, xian, sa, qian n julie. this ppl are jus great, despite at times we squabble n make fun of each other but, hahas, frens through n through.. ok xian im so gna copy right frm u but i need to say this. hahahs

xian, thanx for being there fr me whenever i need you. i can still rmb at the beginnin of this year because of particular reasons i was a mess, thanx to u, everything got better casue i knew i could count on u. those post its u gave me, every single one of them is still on my desk pinned, casue they realli mean a lot to me. thank you for everthing, i seriously cannot thank you enough for everything. i love you loads. hahahs. luckily we stay near each other, hhahas, i m so gna irritate you next year by harassing u. hahahs, ok i think its gonna b the other way round.

cs, hahas, xing de, you are alw the person callin me yuan de can, hahahs, until eventually everone called me tat. aiyo, now so confused, dono whether to call u xing de or shi fang de lo. hahahs. anyway, i onli got to no u better this year, but despite the short time, i still love you n u hve been a great friend, when faced with many prob this year, i knew i could ask you for advice. hahahs. thanx for everything, n this year i didnt get to smear u with black cream, be careful next year k, hahahs, i m determined to get u with black cream. hahahs

qr, pl, hahahs, ok dono if u still my pl, u alw disacknowledge me can. hahhahs lols. anyway, thanx for everything, we kinda started off on a bad start in the beginnin but its all good now, this year wont b so great without u, seriously, whenever i have problems n everythin u are alw there to cheer me up n it alw works. we may squaable i still love you. hahahs. thanks to you, my days are alw happy, you are seriously hillarious whether u try to be or not, n u r great. thanks for everything, you are the best.

julie, o gosh, julie i hope u can read this cause i dono if im able to say it again. cause i very well no, if i say this to ur face, we'll both end up cryin together. hahahs. you have been a huge part of my life and although its onli been 2 years but the memories were great. i think writing this part would the most sentimental cause heck you're leaving this year, and i know that we will still be able to meet up but ill miss you all the same, youve alw been there for me, even when we werent on good terms but you have been one person that i could alw count on, and you have alw cheered me up despite anythin,through this time we became close and ill never forget that, you and van are alw so lame, but ur manage to cheer me up whenever im upset and it means a lot, we'll alw get high on the bus n frm me watchin u n van gettin high, i end up doin the same thing, no matter how lame or ridiculous it may seem. thanks for everything, it will seem so weird not having you around and not hearing ur oi's but i no i will miss you so much. love you. hahas

sa.hey sa, everyone alw wonder why we are frens, we are so different and yet you are one of my closest friend. our of cals, u r one of the ppl whom ive known the longest. like we said, this year passed so fast n sonehow it seems as though we were stil in sec 3. i cant count how many times im thankful to have you as my fren to jus b there for me whn i need you to. in sec 2 we started out on the wrong foot and it seems so hillarious to me now, but these past 3 years have jus been great n illl cherish every moment, we may have had our fights but u r someone can depend on, somethimes u appear so ego, but we all no ure not tat kind of person, hahhas ure a wonderful person n fren n i seriously cant believe im saying this. hahhahs.you shld feel honoured man. hahahs i love ya n we musnt lose touch alrite, hahas but i doubt tat cause ill prob get hounded by u can. hahhas jkjk

thnkx cals for everything, it wont b the same without ur but i love all of your loads. well. better go revise now ba

valentine's day/1:20 AM